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Is someone gonna match my freak?
#girlblogging#southern goth aesthetic#americana#religion#religious art#im rotting#rot girl summer#pink aesthetic#pink#ceramics#pinterest#match my freak#match my nasty#human connection pls#coquette#ultraviolence#coquette americana#girl interrupted#lana del rey#lizzy grant#murder drones#girlhood#daddy's good girl#just girly things#religious trauma
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i think therianblr needs to stop focusing on defining what being a therian, nonhuman, alterhuman etc is for the entirety of the community.
like can we not accept some therians consider themselves human, and some therians absolutely do not. defining an entire group of people's experiences isnt possible ashskdk
some people are comfortable w animal packers, some arent ... like i dunno why yall are fighting.
yall need to take a step back and drink some water
what matters at the end of the day is how you view your therianthropy, nonhumanity etc.
you wont get anywhere defining how not human or how human someone else is
#i never rant but i cant stand useless discourse#sincerely a therian who is connected to his humanity#stop putting down therians who are human pls lol#also stop saying nonhumans are just as human as you.#therianthropy#canine therian#wolf therian#therianthrope#caninekin#nonhuman community#nonhuman#alterhuman
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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.
#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities#yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them#and then we have his emotions themselves#dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them#trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp#but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this#AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE#I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS#see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that#and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters#but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL#so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help#bsd#ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON#FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI#THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE#I HATE IT HERE FML
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pride month is over and nothing gay happened. everyone must die now 😇
#as if i expected somethin ion talk to people ion go anywhere i dont do SHIT#but pls im so deprived of human connection its actually embarrassing at this point i cant even lie LMAO#peck on the cheek? its everywhere.#LIKEREENPJDOJVDOHVODHVOHVD
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do you ever think about music that is hundreds of years old that we still play/sing today. yeah. something something humans have always made art
#it just makes me emotional#this is specifically about Sumer is icumen in which is from the 13th century#and i sang some of it the other day ?????#which is so cool#bc someone hundreds and hundreds of years ago wrote it down and we still play/sing it !!!#yeah. human connection across hundreds and hundreds of years#specifically thinking about british folk music because that’s what i know but this probably applies to loads of different cultures etc etc#if you know music like this pls pls share#i love it so much#ally natters
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have tryed out clip studio paint!!! my thoughts: neat but a bit hard to control. love love how i can sketch on here though. looks and works a lot like paper so mabey this will be how i get more digital sketching done!! ibis paint is still better for super finnished arts i think.
also ideas with chuuya/arahabaki thingies because the ideas of god and man are funky uwu
#my arts<3#fuckkk tagging time#weeeeeeee#arahabaki#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd#chuuya bsd#bsd fanart#bsd art#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs fanart#the bungos#nakahara chuuya#done! yayyyy#uhh yee hope this all ok? i love how chuuyas character is just. human. but i also have lots of fun thinking of this#also also the tiny guy floating on a rock above chuuya is dazai. its another height joke because i cannot stop myself#fuck okay am in pain gonna go heat up heat pad now- but yee! funky doodles#also if anyone wants my new more done sped kid rants pls pls pls ask must add the bungos to it because.#*looks at giant cork board with pictures and rambles and red yarn connecting the dots* i have a lot#and it just agkkk it works so so gooddddd
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ok ok ok like i thought “the chosen” would suck cause “blah another series about the life and times of jesus” like we GET it it’s been around for CENTURIES you guys make the same damn movie all the time
but it’s actually legit really good? lots of pretty good representation! not everyone in the movie is white. actual portrayals of jewish culture instead of just ignoring that part. disabled people. matthew being autistic. characters that aren’t just two dimensional. the people in it feel like real people. there’s actual jokes, jesus cracks a few and they’re really funny?? so far nothing hateful, no gay or transgender bashing. it calls out the church for being judgemental and hateful in a way that’s very tasteful
it’s not perfect tho. jesus is…still white for some reason? despite mary not being white? and no one else around him being white? no gay people in it which is kind of a bad and a good thing…but it’s a portrayal of jesus and the people around him as human. as real life people who felt things and made jokes and rolled their eyes and stuff. also the guy they cast as jesus is pretty hot as are all the disciples. which isn’t the point or whatever but i can’t say i’m complaining. it’s free online and i think it’s worth a watch!
#it’s an adaptation of jesus that is more realistic#ofc he’s perfect and doesn’t sin but the point was that he was loving and kind and considerate and people all wanted to be around him#he doesn’t hesitate to walk straight into the dangerous or sketchy areas#he genuinely connects with and loves everyone he meets#they take liberties ofc but none of them are bad and add to the series as a whole#also as always i’m still gay and transgender as ever so no trad catholics or whatever touch this pls#but as a christian it makes my heart feel warm#it’s taken so so long to get an adaptation of any kind that depicts jesus as the kind of man who genuinely loves the people around him#not as some deity but as a human being loves other human beings#he is very human in this. it’s something christian’s don’t like to talk about#but if he went around talking like they do to other people#he wouldn’t have been able to last 10 seconds in the areas he was at#he wouldn’t have been welcomed there#it feels more faithful to the actual bible then they ever make him sound in any church service i’ve ever been in#the chosen#seriously check it out! it’s a genuinely good watch#especially if you have an interest in religion in general#i thought i’d hate it but i love it#pls know i’m being genuine abt this#and also the dudes they cast actually could pass as the age the actual apostles and actual jesus were#instead of being like 40-50 lmao#and them being hot is like just an added bonus sorry i have eyes
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wanna make idw leolotus just to spite idw bc i hate everything about koya and how they wanna pair leo with her
#you have to make both leo and koya so ooc to make them work as a couple#it’s so stupid#i hate it sm#pumpkin stuff#also leonardo likes gardening and flowers#AND YKNOW WHO HAS A FLOWER MOTIF??#LOTUS!!!!#LIKE ITS RIGHT THERE CMON#not to mention part of lotus’ whole thing is that she wants to fit in and have a clan/family#leonardo has a clan where everyone is welcome#including outcasts. both mutant and human#like omigosh idw leo would be so perfect for a lotus#can someone else pls see the vision#leolotus#and idw leo has a struggle with another personality bc of his foot clan brainwash situation#lotus had been possessed by an ancient spirit#she knows what it’s like to not feel like she’s completely herself#AND! the spirit in lotus was from feudal japan so she always felt out of place in the modern world#she had a connection with an older time#idw leo is a reincarnation and his past life was in feudal japan#like bro#the parallels are there
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Pleaaase I cant be doing this again
#my sense of self fragments when i undergo a lot of long-term stress#and like it was by far worst when i was 11#id have no connection to time or my feelings or emotions and id change me's constantly and age regress#and it began stablising 1-2 years ago#but i think everything in the last few months has made it way worse#i cant remember what I've done in the last week#its not me#sugar.text#del later#its not as bad when i was 11 nothing compares to waking up and suddenly being human and having to learn everything#but christ id like a modicum of not dissociating pls
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You don’t mind if I spam, do you?? 💀 I just… I read through your posts like the morning paper sometimes, but I don’t wanna get blocked for spam liking through your acct lmaoo
i don’t mind at all!!! i’m happy my posts could resonate w ppl!! i suck at responding sometimes, but i’m here to talk w ppl!!!
#asks#also just so u know idk how to respond to reblog tags#i love reading everyone’s thoughts!! and i love creative and long tags!! sometimes i wanna respond to them but idk how!!#but it’s okay bc i’ve seen what u wrote and that is already connection!! so thank u so much for ur thoughts!!#also just an add-on#i don’t bite in asks or anything and i try to answer each and every one of them so pls don’t feel intimidated or anything#i am but a humble human who yearns for connection
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Just remembering when one of my friends said everyone (other friends in our group) missed me- since I had been either hanging out with only one friend or walking around at lunch instead of hanging out- and my brain literally shat itself because huh? What do you mean you miss me🧍what do you mean you noticed my absence and were upset by it? Genuinely thought people couldn't give less a shit about if I was around them or not cuz I thought I was an absolute drag to be around💀I still can't comprehend it tbh
#me and my misunderstandings of human connection#i gotta remember people actually give a little bit of a shit about me#did not mean to upset everyone 😭#is it the anxiety?#the neurodivergence?#who knows!#or maybe just astonishingly low self worth#sorry i didnt mean to get serious pls find some humor in this post#i thought it was silly
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my mutuals r so cool and i wanna be friends w each and every single one of them <3
#chan.txt#am slightly drunk and just loving human connection it's super rad#i just have some really neat people in my circles on tumblr and we don't really talk like at all but i really wanna get to know y'all :'')#pls hmu sometime and we can talk about flowers or music or being gay or anything like much much much love :)#maybe delete later
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Most religious people are so fucking patronising istg. Just let me be an atheist in peace, im begging you.
I dont care if you had a ‘revelation’ by God of me in my thirties when I still wasnt born, mum.
#they think they know you better than you do#its so fucking annoying#pls just stop#you dont know a shit about me#I dont care if im ‘too good to be an atheist’#what does that even mean#morality wasnt created by fucking religion#but I’ll tell you what religion was created by#HUMANS#religion revolves around morals which revolve around humans#stop thinking that all good people must believe in god#and that if they say they dont then that means they dont know themselves as much as you do#bc of course#you have a connection with god#obviously#im just too blind to see#MAYBE IM JUST AN ATHEIST#LET ME BE#yes#this post was inspired by#mummy issues#and!#religious trauma#yaay#fuck my family man#and all those arrogant douchebags from church too
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sometimes life is boohoo sad and then ur mom brings u back a creamy mango lemonade freeze with mango boba and hello kitty halloween spa things and suddenly u are woohoo glad
#it is not even a little bit frozen anymore but it’s SO GOOD i don’t even care#i accidentally killed a frog last night and got locked out of the house and had to throw pebbles at my window until my sister noticed#and then she teased me and called me a murderer for accidentally killing the frog and that made me feel like an EVIL PERSON#so that was traumatising#also the hot guy on hinge who said i was ‘very very cute’ & looked like i walked right out of a disney movie & was asking abt my hobbies#and almost accurately guessed my meyers briggs except for one letter i think is ghosting me#which i guess was to be expected bc we have like Nothing in common and both matched on looks alone…. still#i’d hoped to get a Little more fun out of it first#aaaand what else…… my room is a mess i have a million things to do & instead i’m sitting on the couch with my neck pillow reading fic#and i think. i THINK. i am done descending into a hole of depression. and i might have the strength to at least sit still for a minute#before attempting to climb back out#i am still very sad about a lot of things and i still feel tired and helpless and anxious and all sorts of things but#it feels like something i recognise again as opposed to some eldritch beast taking over my body#maybe it’s because i cooked yesterday that tends to help. maybe it’s experiencing emotion vicariously through little fictional guys#something like that. also the road in the neighbourhood was repaved today#a new path ahead of me it seems.#anyway if u see this pls come tell me about ur day ! i want to connect with other humans
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Hypnospace Outlaw is such a good game
I really recommend peopel go try it... I just started playing it but it has very good vibes... it's ok if U can only play it for small amounts of time the important and valuable things will stick with u... and the music is all really wonderful... if U cant afford it but really wanna try it and use Steam PM me... ok ttyl Love U ALL but especially everyone working to spread God's Love and Word in the world today <3 AMEN EDIT: ALSO This game is suuuper easy to get stuck on so I'm gonna be using a walkthrough starting from partway through CASE 2 (IM LITERALLY BEEN STUCK FOR AN HOUR NOW) https://indiefaq.com/guides/1566-hypnospace-outlaw.html#Case_2_Harassment_by_ZANE_ROCKS_14
#hypnospace outlaw#game#random post#had privated this for a bit because i had to make sure the game was ok#I think this game is in God's will BUT it's like really easy to get lost in it BUT#more human connection is a good thing#and this game helps promote that#and that's one of the most important things people need right now!!!!#so yes everyone should play it!!!!!!#especially if it looks like something interesting to you!#also if the devs want any ideas to help make it less easy to get lost pls contact me!!!!!
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i ✨️cannot sleep✨️ and vaguing about shit on the internet feels more cathartic than writing it out somewhere else. suffer.
#im having. thoughts. on one hand. VERY badly want woods and chicken farm.#on the other hand. i do actually like friends?#and the likelihood of making friends as a queer person in a small town is uh. yknow. not as good.#but idk if its important enough to me to put my life on hold indefinitely to create more ties to an area that ill eventually have to leave#if i ever want a chance at supporting myself financially or buying a tiny lil starter house?#ideal situation is i start a gay commune with like minded friends. but uh. people have not been good to me#on the whole 'trust em with your plans' front#sigh. idk. id love to be able to afford a place thats still in the general area but that is never going to happen#unless i can spontaneously manifest /literally/ a million dollars#i am done with romantic relationships i think. if one happens at some point? cool. but i am not basing my life plans around it.#and will not sacrifice my own peace and wellbeing just for the sake of one#god. looking for queer friends who want to live on a farm with me platnically and we all have our own space but#also raise animals together and hang out sometimes. and dogs are a requirement.#i just! want! queer commune! where i can go back to my own little bubble and have my own space too!#aaaaahhhhh!!!! albertas real estate is starting to look real good right about now!#ugh. u g h. i fluctuate wildly between 'im very VERY content not speaking to a human for a week at a time' and 'platonic life partner. pls.#maybe i just....take a page out of 18 yr old me's ballsy ass handbook. and uproot my entire life to move somewhere completely new#where i know no one have no connections and in a completely different climate 😎 it worked out last time#i could so just fuck off somewhere. oh my god it is so tempting.
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